Saturday, March 26, 2011

Not again!!

     Its weekend.. Had holiday for college and had thought of a hundred ways to spend this day .. As my fate would have it, I m down with cold and fever... Ufff !! Fed up of lying down and doing nothing... This week was not so good for me.. Practically all my practicals went wrong or were tedious..  Starting with the first one of the week which was Pharmaceutics..
1.. Had to submit three preparations for the day.. Imagine this... You have a bad cold and there is constant irritation in your ears... The instructor (coz that is all she does.. cant call her anything more than that) screams on the top of her voice without any actual need to.. Repeats useless things endless times.. Calls out roll numbers until the person too has to increase the pitch to match hers .. I feel she wasn't programmed to listen anything more than her own voice... Lols.. I felt like downing those darn solutions into her throat.. If you were me you would have thought the same.. If by chance you didn't have my degree of patience, I wouldn't object if you even did it..
2.. The last solution didn't turn out transparent brown ( if you happen to be in pharmacy then it was cresol soap solution I was making)  Endless combinations I tried to make it happen.. like adding water.. adding others solutions.. everything I could lay my hands on..  Finally gave up and simply added the cresol into my container and submitted. and prayed she doesn't open and test it.. Cresol causes skin to burn.. ( I had a burn of that too.. )
The next session thankfully went on smoothly..
  

Next day I had my Physical Pharmacy practical exam and with great luck (or hard prayers) I did get something I could do... Shudder to think what would have happened if I had got things I don't know... 

Coming to the source of all my despair ... MICROBIOLOGY....
 
1. Now I understand that if someone locked me up in a closed dish with lots of food... nutrient agar darlings!!  then put all sorts of colours on me and then put me under microscope to see which colour I liked , I wouldn't be very co-operative.. I don't grudge the micro organisms that.. But why me??? Everyone did that , then why me always who has to suffer?
2. The miss "will-shout-on-top-of-my-voice-to-get-noticed" is the incharge here too.. Here she doesn't even instruct properly.. Just parrots what others say... 

Prayed hard.. worried harder.. worked hardest..but no results.. I screwed it this time... :(  That was it...

The positive side is that I realised how much my friends helped me and cared..
1. Akshata giving her solution... bringing extra cresol for the final jugaad in the pharmaceutics lab..
2. Manasi waiting for me even after being asked to leave the lab after her work was done.. ( It's a big risk I swear in micro lab) I was soo worried and she hides near my table and asks "kuch help karu kya?? Diagram banau tere paper me?? Kisika slide lau uthake??? She did some daredevilry I must say.. 
3. Ketan let me use the microscope the longest time... :)  Collected my slides which were strewn all over the lab... Literally!!

SO everything isn't that bad afterall.. Thanks to the special light delights in life.. ITs worth bearing with the difficulties... 

P.S : Sorry if I bored you.. But it isn't fair that only I get bored of things.. I mean everyone should get an equal share...  
 Ahh forgot one thing.. If monkey begin to say they are supermodels.. Then what should  girl like me say??? nice thought na.. Making me confident of myself... Thanks to the monkeys!!  *Winks* I know the people who got this are rolling with laughter... Others sorry to confuzzze you darlings...

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Happy holi...


Holi the festival of  colours is here... This festival is unique and has a special charm about it..  Is there any festival among soo many festivals that we celebrate, in which we wear old clothes???  Atleast those who celebrate this festival, don't mind being splashed with colored water!! There is no attempt to look good or hide oneself underneath layers of makeup.. We let ourselves be spoiled with colours.. It's liberating... It's soo real... It unites people like no other festival does.. Because we all look alike ... It's like these colors bring a levelling effect on one and all... 
This festival is about letting go... Is there a more open display of oneself than having bhang and grooving to "rang barse"??? so much hours of grooming ourself will ever equal that childish joy of splashing colors on one another and following one's primary instincts... 
This is one festival that reveals man's spirit in true sense...

Monday, March 14, 2011

Regular stuff

    Positively charged proton finally posts.. I can't recognise my own blog now.. Hope that he doesnt do his disappearing act very soon..
    So college is all time busy.. Karma is catching up.. We are made to compensate for all the missed practicals.. not that it was our fault in the first place.. Can't help if all public holidays chose to come on Wednesdays...
    The day was the most difficult thing to start.. I was practically sleepless the whole night yesterday but I am feeling like a winner.. Reason: I could attend the morning lecture without sleeping...
     The practical was a dragging torture.. Thanks to our joint efforts it wasn't as bad.. Been limping since morning courtesy :"SHOE BITE"... Don't you think it's ridiculous to pay through one's nose( ok ok its "mom's purse") and then be subjected to this slow biting that later turns to red rashes which eventually cuts in ? Why can't there be "ANTI SHOE BITE" shoes???
      There is something interesting I plan to do with this blog.. The regular stuff will keep happening from my side but then there are many things I have always been planning to write but never did... So this week will have some new kind of posts from me...
       

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Positively charged Proton

Finally, Proton is here to spread positive energy and make people smile.Before writing any thing I would like to say few things about life.How many of you are happy with the way you are living?.Trust me there may be very few with a yes or may be I can be proved wrong.Life is un predictable and it is so stupid sometimes that it actually hurts you quite often.I sit in a lonely corner of this room in solitude hoping that someday things would turn better.I look behind to see  with few regrets  on the life changing decision I'd made to reach this place.What decision and why that I won't be sharing.After  having some bad  and bitter experience of life I finally realized that I should and infact I could change the way I'm living my life.

Hence,I thought of being positive and spreading positivity just like my name. Luckily my parents name me Proton and here I'm - a positively charged Proton.

Let there be light and there was light.
will be right back soon !!

Saturday, March 12, 2011

no reason...

  Life has suddenly turned tasteless.. It's like my soul has been sucked out for some reason.. I m just not feeling myself..  No, no these are not mood swings due to some hormonal up and downs.. It's a feeling of lose.. lose of something integral to me.
  Life is ridiculous. why do people become so close to you and then move out of your life? Why can't love overcome ego?
   What is the whole point of coming into someone's life, making them feel loved, giving hope and then just making your way out..
   Why does it hurt so much even now?

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

time pass

 Exams are going on full swing in college..  2 1 2 1 system took a rest for us first years this periodics.. Do whatever, we are never going to complete our study on time!!
  This week has been full of sleepless nights, multiple cups of tea and coffee to keep the eyelids open..  Had two exams today.. Did badly in both.. Result of over stressing, over grasping, less sleeping...
  Once the first session got over I pretty much accessed the situation about to come over me in the next session.. I chilled out in the break and studied only in bits... Wonders of wonders.. I could only answer what I had studied in bits..  Figuring out what was the use of all those night toils...
   Anyway today is a bit relaxed as tomorrow is a holiday.. Only one more exam to go.. Will catch up on sleep today...
    Where are all the bloggers?? None of the blogs I read have been updated.. Freelancer, Solitary writer, chickwit..... Where???????????